du la poisson route

I fell in love with a boy i met in 7th grade. They say that when you fall in love time stops. Time didnapos;t stop but i was supposed to say something in front of a big crowd and i didnapos;t know what to say, thats when he piped in and my awkward panic moment went away. I like to think that it was the closest to stopping time i could get. We became best friends and i asked him out many times. He always declined and that was ok because we were still friends. There were some days where i feel that when i had a small crush on another boy, my bestie was a little taken with me. Maybe he just wanted me to always be with him but not in a love way. I donapos;t know, we had a connection. Now things are different, not for me but for him. I still love his guts, everything about him takes my breath away. He is now into some drugs and has a boyfriend. Iapos;m in love with Dr. Frank-n-Furter.

in other news, i want a brick house. Iapos;ve always found them very cute. I like the many shades of red and of course it would have a chimney. The inside i would want to have lost of dark colors. Iapos;m thinking dark green walls and dark lacey window drapes. Lots of dark wood furniture and awesome art. I would want it to be homey and cozy. A place to retreat when the real world pushes me down. A place where i can drink hot chocolate and read books. Maybe it will have a bright red door to go with the bricks. And hopefully a boy will accompany me in my living in the cozy brick house. I think i deserve this.
du la poisson route, du la porc saignee, du la prousts recherche temps.